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Apr. 8th, 2005 | 08:41 pm
Ok so like my day can get ANY worse. *cries*
Had ultrasound yesterday- everything loos good and Kylie does indeed still have girl parts (thank god for that! lol) estimated weight is 8lbs 3 oz and she was very active. NST was this morning and we passed with flying colors. Now onto how the day came crashing down in a ball of flames.
Ok so I'm on the monitor for a little over a half hour when the hurse comes in and says it looks good and baby is doing wonderful. She then proceeds to tell me I can go home and asks when my next office appointment is. I told her I didn't have one and I was told I was being inudced Monday morning at 10am and to come straight up to L&D that morning. The nurse looked at me like I was crazy and said "well we don't have you on our books for that day and we already have 4 inudctions scheduled that day anyway..the max number of scheduled procedures we can have and we don't even do inductions at 10am..we start them at 7am. but i'll call down to family practice and see what's going on" Well she left me on the monitors and went to figure things out....35 minutes later I am STILL hooked up to monitors and STILL don't know what the fuck is going on.
She finally came back in and said no one from family practice has called her back and asked if I wanted to wait there until they called or go home and someone would call. By this time I am livid and just said I'd go home because I wanted to get the hell out of there. So I left and went down and got Adam's dad from the waiting room (he was at work..he got a new part time job-plus he's still doing church work for his dad- but i'll write more about that later) and left. I was upset all the way home but kept calm until his dad dropped me off...then all hell broke loose. I made numerous phone calls..and was brushed off- and for those of you know know me or read my journal often will know that blowing me off or talking down to me does nothing but add fuel to the fire when I am upset.
Finally I get a call back from my doctor who apologized for the scheduling screw up. He wants another NST done on Monday morning and induction scheduled for 7am on Tuesday morning. I proceeded to rip him a new asshole and said I would be there tuesday and if someone fuckes up again it's not my fault and I WILL be having a baby tuesday regardless.
So now I have to wait yet ANOTHER day. I don't know how much of this I can take. I cried all afternoon...and Adam doesn't understand why I'm really upset and it's just one more day. He and I were supposed to go out tonight and do something -since it's been soooo nice here- to get my mind off it and spend time together but he fell asleep and refuses to get up now :(
My MIL is STILL being a bitch...grrrr. and my head is pounding- i'm going to run away :(